1.04pm - headache and gratitude

so tired,
headache too
but over all
pretty damn fine

my mentoring is going at great pace
i am touched and honoured by those who have entrusted me with their learning
it will keep me busy with out the need to talk too much

filled in for Wendy this morning with her tarot circle
they are a great bunch
and there was laughter aplenty

tidying up the horrific nest right now
and keeping my recently shorn poodle warm

life is SO good at the moment
as I push my way back to full strength

have realised how sick i have been
that it has been about two years since i have really felt good
and how blessed i am to have had friends stand by me during that period
because it was as much a test for them as it was for me
and i know that
i do
i hope they do too

my team of medical professionals
have given me many coping strategies
to help me deal with the hard stuff i cannot seem to avoid
i am in gratitude for lessons learned
and new friendships made

so
its cold
but i have a fire going
a warm house to live in
I have friends who love me just the way i am
and strength to move forward that even surprises me

the greatest lesson i have learned in the last two years
is about friendship
real friendship
the true value of a friend who sticks it out with you
no matter what

i have no bad feelings
no regrets
surprisingly, nothing about the last two years of my life that i would change
nothing
it all served a purpose
and that purpose i feel
was to get me here
now
to this place where i am
stronger than before
and ready to scale mountains

loving my work once again
loving my life

no, i wouldn't change a thing

i have found peace being who I am
where I am
being well again

smiling is me xx