"I would rather be hurt with the truth, than protected by a lie"

Sunday, July 04, 2010

10.15am- Sunday

I am really unwell today.

Pressure in my lower back and legs.
Pain in my head.

Still, my heart is clear.

I know i have done the right thing regarding Rose Cottage and the feedback I have recieved from nearly everyone is very supportive of this.

Over a very restless night i have had some inspirtation come to me regarding my future
and the paths it must take from here.

I have spoken to Todd regarding the continuation of the website- in a different form maybe, but under the Rose Cottage Banner and he is eager to help.  I love Todd.

I am thinking of maybe a 'hub' for Newcastle- advertising AFFORDABLE classes, groups, get togethers etc within Newcastle. 
Its just a thought for now- open to idea's.

I am thinking of asking every spiritual 'business' in Newcastle to offer one good/service/class etc BY DONATION and that good/service/class could be added to the website..........like i said. early thinking, probably nothing just yet, but will wait and see.

YES, i will continue to do mentoring- the only difference being that the monthly meeting will be held in the nest, rather than in the Cottage.

Yes, i  have some very bare bones ideas.

What i would like to do is get myself back in touch with Wicca and my role as a daughter of the Goddess.
This is a personal journey, very personal and i am keeping it that way for now.
I have always been a solitare at heart.

HOM has some plans for the Cottage but nothing that will be done straight away- this takes away the rush to 'empty' the place and i can do it at a more easy pace for me. 
Most of my library will end up on ebay i think, but still, it is too far away to say. 
I am still in surreal land, unwilling to part with anything.

First and foremost is surviving this month, and i am pretty sure our regular groups like Tarot, Anamcara, Around the Cauldron , Tai Chi will go ahead , at least for the next couple of weeks- I will wait for confirmation from the girls but at this point i would say yes- watch this space and the website for updates.  I will do my very best to get along to these groups over the next couple of weeks.

so, today, not feeling the best
but it will pass for sure
and am thinking we should have a farewell party for the Cottage..........just a thought.

Will see what happens when i am feeling better than today

Lisa x




1 Perceptions & Possibilities:

Brenda Susan said...

Sorry you're not feeling well, but I can tell your heart has found some answers as you make these hard choices. But the deciding helps settle the mind a bit doesn't it?
Moving aside the old to make room for the new, this is where I am living also.