This has been one hard weekend but take heart, I have survived. I am at peace with my choice regarding the Cottage- have heard from or spoken to my committee, who are also finding peace with the decision to close the doors.
It has been a hellish weekend for me, my mind has been like a race car track, zooming at speeds i have never encountered before; after announcing the closure, my mind automatically went into 'fix it' mode and started thinking of possible answers only to realise via a guided dream last night, that there are no answers at this stage, no solutions because in truth, there is NO PROBLEM to be fixed.
Where I am now is not the ending of a path, merely a fork in the road, and I KNOW that i will be shown direction, will be shown opportunities in the months to come that never would have surfaced if i was still running the Cottage.
This is part of my path and today, after the bloody awful weekend that was, I am embracing this gift I have been given.
I know I have been selected to teach at least for another three to five years, but at this stage, i don't know how, when or where- I don't care really, I need a break.
I know that those closest to me will remain so, no surprises there.
There is travel for me too and a book to be finished- a book about Rose Cottage I feel and the personalities i have met there over the years.
There is finally, an end to my sadness and i see this so clearly now- the sadness I have allowed to manifest into physical symptoms over the last year- I have it by the tail now.
So
YES
life will continue on for the Rose Cottage Faithful
we will continue to move forward because it is what we are suppose to do.
Dreams are of paramount importance right now- they are spilling the beans on futures we had never dreamt of, giving us reason and hope.
Blog regular readers will know that it was not that long ago MAY 27, i was shown a new guide Ailef, whose purpose it is to lead me through the next period of my life- i am reconnecting with her right now.
So, when all is said and done
it is time to
TAKE HEART
and to move forward.
I know we all realise that, we do.
The pain of make the decision has been replaced
by the joy of freedom and opportunity to grow.
My horrible weekend is over,
a new week begins.
Yep, Yep, Yep.
6 Perceptions & Possibilities:
Well, like that old 70s maxim says -- "Today is the first day of the rest of your life!"
You seem 'lighter' though Lisa - having made such a massive decision. It must be for the best.
G
xx
I have just caught up on your blog, Lovely. What a time you've had! Here's hoping that the decisions that you have made will bring you some simplicity and ease your burdens. There's always hope, isn't there?
The cycle of change continues. xoxoxo
well done Lisa, change is always hard, but you know in yourself the right and true path for you.
Go forth in love and light.
Best wishes with your new journey in life. :)
Love to you. You have been heavy on my mind recently!
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